Below is a conversation I had with D last night, via text, because he is a big pussy and won’t talk to me on the phone. I was going to post this whole schpeal and everything leading up to the conversation, but honestly, it’s pretty self-explanatory. Enjoy.
8:13 D—How’d class go?
8:14 ME **calling D**
8:14 ME—You never answer!
9:26 D—I passed out.
9:51 D—Guess you did as well. Sorry
9:53 D— 😦
10:01 D—You ok?
10:02 D— Talk to me tell me.
10:03 ME—I’ve been trying to call you, text you for 24 hours and I feel like you are pushing me away. I don’t know what I did but I can’t guess on how to solve the problem.
10:04 D—I’m sorry I’m not trying to
10:04 ME—I feel like you hate me.
10:04 D—I don’t hate you.
10:05 ME—Yes, it has been distant but its been a rough few weeks. I am someone who likes to work things out if they are worth a try. we’ve been in a great place before so I don’t feel like it’s a lost cause but ignoring me is not the answer. I just had a freaking meltdown.
10:07 D—I’m so sorry. So much has been going on with work and what not. I’m trying to deal with it.
10:07 ME—D, I understand that. But you have to tell me stuff, I cannot just guess. The person I love tells me he’s not happy in the relationship…that is the worst feeling. I can’t even get my boyfriend to talk to me.
10:10 D—it’s not you. I’m unhappy with my situation.
10:11 ME—Well, would you be happier without me around.
10:12 D—Noooooo I would never say that
10:12 ME—Well I have to ask because it feels that way
10:13 D—I’m so sorry
10:14 ME—I understand you’ve got stuff to deal with. But we are in a relationship. You can tell me stuff. I will always do what I can to help you, even if you need a night alone or whatever. we are both in this and we are supposed to be able to count on each other
10:15 D—I know
10:31 D—I can’t say sorry enough.